Feel

FEEL --- 

Looking into your eyes I feel,

Everything else must have been unreal.

I’m losing myself as you go away,

I wish we’d be together someday.

I don’t know why,

I cannot let you go.

Without you I might,

Begin to lose all control.

There is no way, to change the way I Feel.

I see your face, my life is now a reel.

I’m telling the truth, that I love you.

I’ll break all the rules, cause I want to be with you.

Love

Love --- 

There’re so many things that I gotta say,

But the words refuse to come out.

I dream that we’d be together someday,

‘Bout this I don’t have a doubt.

Every morning I wake up afraid to rub my eyes,

I might lose your face from the dream last night.

I think of the night’s take cares and goodbyes,

Cursing the heavens, how long will you be outta my sight.

But then it was god, who made us friends,

In the most unusual way anyone can ever imagine.

I love you so much, I pray this never ends,

I wonder in awe,” Has life finally let me win?”

But then the truth dawns out on me,

It’s not a co-incidence, it’s not that easy.

Life is my enemy, it will always be,

But I wont give up, cause now you are a part of me.

You pretend, you lie, you keep on faking,

But I’m no idiot, I can see life’s face in you

It’s all an echo, my vengeance in making,

My ghost will haunt you, no matter what you do.

I love you baby, I will always do,

You are my life, so let’s start it anew.

Please don’t leave me, I wanna be with you,

Trust me girl, my love is true.

I am tired

i wish we were like the other people out there.... i wish , just wish you could love me the same way i love you......... because i wish everything was normal for me...........

D storm is buildin up,......... i cn feel d wind pickin up speed as i stand on d edge of d cliff, blowing against my face....... ders d smell of partially wet soil in d wind.  on a dark night it wud hv appeared as approaching rain , bt d darkest of clouds over d horizon make me judge otherwise...... i see a tree stump nearby , so i sit next 2 it, tryin 2 make up my mind whether 2 leave or not...... unable 2 decide, a part of me wants 2 escape d rain , d other wants 2 fight d fury of d sky...... so i choose d best way, 2 wait a li'l longer.........................................................................................................................................................
i wait a few more hours, until it becomes difficult 2 sit still due 2 d bellowing wind. so i hold d stump tightly fr protection, bt den suddenly realise dat I've made my decision...... 2 stay....... so , i stand up ,still holdin d stump.... tryin 2 luk in2 d face of d furore, bt d sky is cunning... he directs d rain drops in2 my eyes so dat i hv 2 look down 2wards d ground...... bt i fight back.... 

the storm has now completely taken over..........  I can’t open my eyes nemore , steel-like splashes of rain lashing against me........ I kneel down holdin d stump as tightly as i cn ..d stump s my only support. I open my eyes a li’l n see d words “ I’ll always be there for u” scratched on d bark of d stump. Apparently sum stupid lover did dis fr his girl friend.....  i curse d lover boy , n wait patiently fr d storm 2 subside......

I lose all track of time, d wind tries 2 blow me away... i violently resist ...... i realiz d value of d stump, n dat nthin shud b under estimated in lyf.... dear stump....... den suddenly d furore stops, as if it’s tired of me....... n blows away behind me 2 search fr more imbecile morons lyk me ........

I stand up2 my feet, drippin wet...... I luk at my clothes n at my now mud coloured shoes....... “Drat, Mom is gonna kill me for dis “... i walk off kickin d stump!

I sometimes feel annoyed at these so- called politicians who run the government. We elect them so that they can make a difference, or atleast do their jobs properly. But to what avail? They arent doing their jobs properly. The front page article on the HT 24th feb issue proves it. Of all , people are dying of starvation...yes starvation!! We are developing then are we, Mr. Prime minister?? So corrupt!! And as an icing on the cake , they plainly deny their knowledge about it! Is the government all about getting your pockets filled? is their no humanity left? wudnt it have been better then to remain under the british rule , which could have atleast ensured us some real development?? People out there have got nothing to eat, and they dont know about it? what, then gives them the right to remain in power?? We need able and professional people to handle these tasks , not the stupid, illiterate ones who are barely qualified to teach children of kindergarten!! We should have examinations , both written and oral , for people to even stand in elections. I dont know about others, but i definitely want to reform the idiotic system.

The Empyrean Agony

Once upon a time the sky,
Broke nto a wail so high,
That a wanderer passing by,
Stopped to ask the reason why..

"Just go away and let me moan",
The sky replied in a haunted tone,
"You've got no errand here,
So move along and break that stare."

The reluctant traveller querried again,
To know the reason of his pain,
This time the sky replied in his baritone,
"The reason is that I am all alone."

"Although I have a great altitude,
But this forces me to live in solitude.
Although I can see everything,
Yet I am stagnant so I can do nothing."

"I've seen the sun rise and set,
But it's a pity we have never met.
It's great to see clouds below,
But they aren't everlasting as they have to blow."

"I look at the stars twinkling above,
Thinking that when will I encounter true love.
I see people moving below,
But I have ne'er ever said them hello!"

Although the sky had spoken ghastly,
Yet the wanderer replied calmly,
"Your problem is your attitude,
Which reflects back your altitude."

"You always try to haunt and bellow,
Instead you should try to become mellow..."